a bummer

bio paper done! 3 more to go. will not comment on bio...the results can go either way...but i have a feeling it is leaning on the 'not so good' side..sigh..what a bummer. oh well...what is done is done. one good thing though..everyone found it tough! haha..well not everyone..but most! so at least i know i'm the majority...haha no matter how hard i would want to be the minority super geniuses..hopefully our scores will be moderated..and everyone will do averagely well then the average will become a high d anyway! woohoo!! haha..hoping and praying . anyway..phhysics is next..a torture..then there's maths..another big hurdle..then my last but not least..programming! unfortunately i can't go 'yay, programming is chicken feet la' cause i totally suck at it too. sigh...i hope next year i will have some subjects where i can just score cause i have the brains for it. haha..fat hopes la! i need super brains! wait no i just need brains! haha since mine is not even mediocre. haha..

hmm..will rest till about 7..then get down to work..had good dim sum lucnh with tian and ashish..tht was nice. haven't been out with ashish for some so long. he's a certified bar tender! will definately have him mixing up drinks for me one day. he and annand are alcoholics!! in actual fact i think most of my friends whom i am close to are alcoholics in every sense of the word! haha...bad bad influence. i'm still so innocent! :p say no to the vice of alcohol..oh btw..will be drinking with my mum when she comes over. haha i'm such a hyprocite. like wht the salem advertisement use to read: live life! was it tht or live life full? can't believe they banned all advertisements from cigarette companies. they use to have the nicest ads..eg dunhill and benson and hedges. one reason being they had huge budgets for it...but oh well..still they were good. not trying to promote smoking by the way..if u DO smoke u are MAD! ok not mine to judge actually...the fact remains tht consumerism is based on choice anyway. so if u choose to buy u choose to die! haha..hypocratical statement..hey should use tht for an anti-smoking campaign slogan. catchy yet straight to the point. oh food for thought...is smoking the equivalent to drinking??

it's so warm! feel like going for a dip in the pool..but the thing is i dun think i have the key to the gate...have no idea where my cousin put it. so no swimming for me. counters running through my head at the moment:

- 3 more papers to go
- 4 more days to mum's arrival
- 11 more days to going home
- 17 more days till we're on the same soil
- more than a month before bangkok trip
- 7 more months before i turn 20
- 3 more years before i graduate!!
- 35 years of slogging before retirement
- one life to live

ok..i should get some tv watching going. haha..i'm such a coach potato.

till the next update... at peace.