May 31, 2006

my angel of goodlooking-ness

introducing my new hearthrob...BEN FOSTER

Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

i am left speechless...

May 30, 2006

gaze into the crystal ball

tina bought a stack of tarot cards...had my past present and future read. ok this is the whole procedure of tarot reading...

first, i had to shuffle the cards while thinking of the questions i wanted answered...and being a 20 year old single..i obviously asked about my love life. so according to the cards, in the near past a guy who's a student came into my life. then at present i'm faced with a challenge of confessing to the guy which may lead to a new beginning in my life. this new beginning may involve abundance and pregnancy..which probably represents marridge. so then my marridge would be supported by my father and throughout my life i would have someone giving me valuable advice.

intriguing..

May 25, 2006

so much for staying

so much for me wanting to get a winter job..so much for staying in melb till the end of the year! the cold is already getting to me and i need the warmth! hence....i'm packing my bags and returning to my home sweet home on the 25th of june! impulsive u say..yes i know. it was kind of a over the phone decision. just spoketo zoe and then she suggested me going home...then before i knew i it i was checking out airplane ticket prices over the net and then with another 360 turn of the hour hand, i was in the city purchasing my ticket back home. got a really good deal for it as well...$1096 including taxes and credit card surcharge! what a deal for such a last minute buy!

i realise that my dad really misses me alot. sigh..wht to do...i'll always be my daddy's girl no matter how old i get. there's this innate bond between a daughter and father i think. fathers always tend to get more emotional when their daughters leave the nest. i think mothers handle daughter's absence better than fathers. fathers will be fathers. i wonder whether my dad will be like steve martin in 'father of the bride'. hmm....beware u future son-in-law candidate! interrogation is inevitable! haha..

work summons but the mind does not heed it. sigh...

till the next update...my bubble..my space..get out!

May 15, 2006

yes, i was surprised

THANK YOU TO CHRISTINA, SAMANTHA, SING, JIT, ENG SOON, SOOK, KIT, ASHISH, ANNAND, DARREN, CHIEW KENG, JIAN MING, SAI MENG, PEI FEI AND CHRISTOPHER!!

you guys are the greatest! thanks for throwing me a pajamas party and actually following the theme! thank you for the 'unique' cake and thank you for putting in so much effort in the decorating and cooking. it was definately a memorable 20th. can't forget it.

for pictures..go to christina's blog ------> click on her name at the sidebar.

tina had a hard time thinking of how to stall me from returning home...so she and eng soon decided to take me to grecos for cake..and me..being a sucker for cake..succumbed to it and we shared 3 cakes. mars bar cheesecake has got to be the most heavenly cake on earth! anyone coming to melb..go to grecos cafe at crown and have a slice of mars bar cheesecake. it'll just make ur day! i had not stopped pigging out since friday...which was hte day of the party...damn have got to get back to my diet!!!

till the next update...patient without realising it.

May 11, 2006

grow up please

WILL YOU GROW UP PLEASE!!!!!

when a crisis is placed in ur hands by ur own bloody fault, u DO NOT go crying to others to help u solve it. YOU DEAL WITH IT! it's ur own fault u're in such a fix. u have to face the music and consequences of ur own carelessness. others are not here to be available at ur every beck and call. and oh please...drop the helpless act! GROW UP! being a damsel in distress DOES NOT deserve respect or patience from me. i cannot stand it! using ur femininity to get guys' attention and sympathy..omg.

plans delayed...ppl waiting...why?? because u can't handle ur own bloody problem!!!

May 02, 2006

mukhsin relates to all

"It happened to me before. Both ways. That is to say, I have had good friends who fell in love with me, and I fell unexpectedly in love with a buddy once.

I feel it's an interesting human condition to look at, because I myself have never been able to understand how, sometimes, something as beautiful as Love can threaten to end something else that's just as beautiful - Friendship."
Words from our very own Malaysian director, Yasmin.
i was just reading yasmin's blog and those words just hit me. oh btw..yes it is the famous yasmin who directed 'sepet' and 'gubra' and who is currently working on her new film 'mukhsin'. her entry was describing the plot of her new movie and basically it's all about young love and friendship. she writes so well! a woman who deserves a satnding ovation for all her contributions to the malaysian film industry. people with her calibre are wht we need now.
anyway, her words just struck me..the way it was written was just so beautiful. nearly brought a tear to my eye. i too have fallen prey to love...loving the person most dearest to me at that point in time. and as always..the dilemma of choosing between a love followed by hate relationship or a treasured friendship. the latter was chosen. things seemed better tht way and thankfully that choice was the right one. intuition sometimes does lead u down the right path. tht's the past and feelings have changed..no regrets.
till the next update....i would have said yes...
ps. if u wanna grace yasmin's blog click here: The Storyteller