well the holidays have been fairly interesting. have swicthed roles from being a student to being a 'ulu' looking tourist. i have been visiting places such as the national art gallery and the melbourne aquarium...the thought running through your head now must be...hmmm..interesting? haha...actually it was kind of fun but this simulator ride in the aquarium was a tad bit upsetting. it was suppose to be a ride filled with turbulence and thrill..but it was an utter disappointment! never believe anything u read! learnt that lesson the hard way. imran was sitting next to me and he was saying 'kurap la' throughout the ride. so true! haha..i hope the trip to the IMAX theatre next week won't be a disappointment. 14 bucks man! besides the visiting of places...i've assimilated into the role of 'tourist' by posing ridiculously in front of a metal propeller, a giant bronze statue of a fat man and other embarassing poses thanks to the photographer...my dear imran abdullah. but what the heck! i am a tourist..theoractically. anyway holidays will never be complete without the ocassional shopping sprees which i have been going on quite frequently actually..hehe. i jsut can't help myself when i see great bargains i just go all fuzzy inside and this voice inside me will urge me to buy and buy. ok..maybe that's an exargeration. i do control my spending...but a girl cannot resist a good bargain, can she? in actual fact i am on a shopping mission...to buy hair acessories, shoes and a gown...bet you can guess the reason behind the spending. ;P tomorrow we'll be going to bridge road so there goes my money again. nvm..when college starts i will stop the shopping too....hopefully.
new skin for my blog..if you haven't notices..duh! just couldn't stand the old one..too boring. i need changes in my life! haha..ok..getting dramatic again. till the next time this slow moving blog is updated.....whispers say so much.
September 25, 2004
September 13, 2004
misery brought by carelessness
maths over today. thank goodness. well the paper wasn't as hard. i finally manage to master the methods of integration in a day..so not bad la. pretty happy with myself except for that BLOODY PERMUTATION QUESTION! i was so careless!! sure cannot get 96% average already for this term. haih..nvm what's done is done. can't help it. argh! feel like punching myself in the head man. how could i be so careless?! okok enough lamenting...i know i'm going to be a pain for my friends...i think i have been after the amths paper...hehe...SORRY! ok i will stop.
for the record...my feelings have diminished for a person....and now all i feel is pure contentment with my current life..with friends i can't live without and my dear sis by my side.but i still cherish the footprints he has left in my heart...
until the next time i update this blog....people walk in and out of our lives and leave behind unforgettable footprints.
for the record...my feelings have diminished for a person....and now all i feel is pure contentment with my current life..with friends i can't live without and my dear sis by my side.but i still cherish the footprints he has left in my heart...
until the next time i update this blog....people walk in and out of our lives and leave behind unforgettable footprints.
September 04, 2004
just some things
there's just some things u can't tell others
there's just some things u can't put down into words
there's just some things not meant to be heard
only just heard by ur heart alone
it's these things which haunt my thoughts
causes me to fall
fall into the graps of the dark
as it envelopes my mind
envelopes my very sense
i can't think but just feel
emotions oblivious to reason and logic
just the heart giving them purpose and meaning
no matter how hard
no matter how strong
my mind ought to be
the heart takes control and leaves me
leaves me in rage, jealousy, pain
leaves me in tears....
there's just some things u can't put down into words
there's just some things not meant to be heard
only just heard by ur heart alone
it's these things which haunt my thoughts
causes me to fall
fall into the graps of the dark
as it envelopes my mind
envelopes my very sense
i can't think but just feel
emotions oblivious to reason and logic
just the heart giving them purpose and meaning
no matter how hard
no matter how strong
my mind ought to be
the heart takes control and leaves me
leaves me in rage, jealousy, pain
leaves me in tears....
September 01, 2004
love or like?
~> Difference between the one you like and the one you love <~
In front of the person you like, your heart beats faster But in front of the person you love, you get happy. In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring. But in front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter. If you look into the eyes of the one you like, you blush. But if you look into the eyes of the one you love, you smile. In front of the person you like, you can't say everything on your mind. But in front of the person you love, you can. In front of the person you like, you tend to get shy. But in front of the person you love, you can show your own self. You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you like. But you can always smile and stare into the eyes of the one you love. But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting. When the one you love is crying, you cry with them. The feeling of like starts from the ear. But the feeling of love starts from the eye. So if you stop liking a person you used to like, all you need to do is cover your ears. But if you try to close your eyes, love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever.
just read the above from a bulletin on my friendster...meaningful and true. this is a passage for u to read and reflect. hopefully it will clear up some of ur feelings and confusion.
like is temporary
like is lust
like is changable
like is only now
the contrast
love is solid
love is true
love is binding
love is timeless
i have been feeling kinda in the lovey dovey stuff since i am under it's spell...haha...ok maybe not love..i think it's just an infatuation. i think the short stanza i wrote in my last posting kinda explains my feelings now. i'm just filled with this need for assurance...for confirmation but i doubt i will ever get it. it will never be. this will be one question i will never be able to find the answer to...unless of course 'he' gives a response..which i so totally believe will NOT happen. haih...and there's soome complications involved too. will not go into them now. i shall just give up and let destiny takes it's course...if fate has decided for it to happen it will. it's times like these when u have to rely on fate and destiny...as a consolation to ones feelings. haha...i sound so pathetic! ok enough of nonsense...till the next posting.....pondering just brings confusion and depression.
In front of the person you like, your heart beats faster But in front of the person you love, you get happy. In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring. But in front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter. If you look into the eyes of the one you like, you blush. But if you look into the eyes of the one you love, you smile. In front of the person you like, you can't say everything on your mind. But in front of the person you love, you can. In front of the person you like, you tend to get shy. But in front of the person you love, you can show your own self. You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you like. But you can always smile and stare into the eyes of the one you love. But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting. When the one you love is crying, you cry with them. The feeling of like starts from the ear. But the feeling of love starts from the eye. So if you stop liking a person you used to like, all you need to do is cover your ears. But if you try to close your eyes, love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever.
just read the above from a bulletin on my friendster...meaningful and true. this is a passage for u to read and reflect. hopefully it will clear up some of ur feelings and confusion.
like is temporary
like is lust
like is changable
like is only now
the contrast
love is solid
love is true
love is binding
love is timeless
i have been feeling kinda in the lovey dovey stuff since i am under it's spell...haha...ok maybe not love..i think it's just an infatuation. i think the short stanza i wrote in my last posting kinda explains my feelings now. i'm just filled with this need for assurance...for confirmation but i doubt i will ever get it. it will never be. this will be one question i will never be able to find the answer to...unless of course 'he' gives a response..which i so totally believe will NOT happen. haih...and there's soome complications involved too. will not go into them now. i shall just give up and let destiny takes it's course...if fate has decided for it to happen it will. it's times like these when u have to rely on fate and destiny...as a consolation to ones feelings. haha...i sound so pathetic! ok enough of nonsense...till the next posting.....pondering just brings confusion and depression.
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