the dreaded paper is next!

MATHS IS OVER! yay!! a huge weight has been lifted off my mind...oh but it returns with the thought of LITERATURE being the next paper! ok...i won't complain about it - happy, imran? maths today was ok. wouldn't call it a walk in the park though. there were a few graph questions which stumped me. argh! graphs! never liked them and never will. with graphs u never know whether what u've sketched is correct or not. i hate being uncertain especially for a maths paper. uncertainty equals mistakes equals failure. i know for certain i'll be losing a few marks here and there. haih..oh well sat for it, done it, now i just have to psyche myself for the next paper...the dreaded literature paper!! i hate to write...maybe because i'm not good at it. i never can pour words out onto paper with ease and without having to crack my brain to try to express myself. i find it so hard. i really admire people who have the gift of writing. i worship them..haha..

less than a week to take off! can't wait! can't wait for chemistry to be over cause immediately after that to shops i go! haha...have to go on a massive shopping spree for friends and family. this time i will write down the whole list of things i have to buy so i won't go off track like the other time...hehe...christina are u reading this? my dad has already given a list of things he wants me to get him eg. fertilizer...hmm....fertilizer?! haha..he's into gardening and his garden is his pride and joy so "importing" the fertilizer back would make him happy. and as long as he is happy i am happy. hmm...this just made a thought spring into mind...have i been doing whatver i am doing now for the sake of my parents or for myself? i guess it'll be for both. if i don't succeed i'll just disappoint myself and my parents to. so...i guess it's for both. actually...when i think about it i am very lucky to have parents like them. they never impose their ideas onto me. most of the time they just let me do whatever i want at my own pace never demanding me to study or to take lessons which i don't have any interest in.. but obviously they do occasionally remind me by bringing up this question..'do u want to sweep the roads in the future?' haha..i guess that idea of sweeping the roads in the future have left an impact on me...i think it has kind of moulded the person i am today..an over achiever..as what my friends call me. u can't blame me!! i don't want to end up sweeping the roads when i grow up! haha..:0)

ok..i think this is enough blogging for today. still in the middle of exams! spending too much time on the comp is a no no!