May 01, 2005

reasoning without reason

let's see...so far my days have been filled with rehearsal after rehearsal and feeling butterflies in my tummy everytime i think of the coming wednesday. the emotional and physical stress of being involved in a play...but still loving it! i complain but love. isn't that what humans are about? i have discovered that in certain cases when people complain they actually in fact love what they are doing. i think this also applies to relationships. i mean i look at my grandparents and parents. they argue, complain about one another, bicker...but yet there is this attraction between them which still overpowers all the negativity...love. interesting... that was totally random.

attended a dance social the other night. enjoyed myself so much! wondering whether i should take my bronze medal exam... seems easy. we shall see. can't wait for the year end dinner and dance. everyone will be all dressed up and having fun on the dance floor!!

my brain is in a blank at the moment. cannot think of anythigin interesting to post. i am currently numb from any emotion and any pondering thoughts which have been bothering me. my brain is currently in comatose. haha..CHOI! ok..it's not in comatose..it's just that i can't be bothered to think or feel anything at the moment. it's just useless. uselessness is hopelessness...and i ave no idea where that came from...

right..i think this post has reached its limit in nonsensical reasoning.

till my next update...be true to ur heart.