love love love

had a lovely chat with christina today at her place. talked about lots of things... missing the good old days of having our usual talking sessions in our room or her room into the wee hours of the night. oh i also remember nights just sitting and talking in imran's room...that was loads of fun too. imran can be so feminine sometimes..hahaha...that's what happens when a guy spends almost everyday in the presence of 3 females. next year i'll be back in melbourne but things are going to be so different! going to learn to adapt to living with my cousin. no more late night chatting. no more friends being a door away. haih...just got to adapt to the changes. but there is one thing i am looking very much forward to...the start of uni!!!! i am officially a student of the University of Melbourne!! I AM A UNI STUDENT! woohooo!! sounds so mature now...

food for thought... is loving someone of the opposite sex at this time and age really love? is living and breathing for a guy now worth it? what happens to a couple of this age? i mean after the courting and all..what happens? can't be marridge....then what? i think if we do get into a relationship at this age we should approach the whole thing with a very open and objective mind...mature mind. think before feeling. i mean it's sad but practical. there will be break ups and make ups. to not hurt or fall into the pits of despair, ruling our feelings with the head instead of the heart is the most appropriate approach to this boy girl relationship stuff. but then again it's easier said then done. just bear one thing in mind...the future of your life is more important and not worth getting screwed up over one person whom u'll most likely will not be spending your entire life with. it's just not worth it.

enough about the soppy stuff in life. love (as in bgr love) will remain an empty word for me until i have accomplished what i have set out to do and finally decide to settle down.

enough rambling....oh here's a chinese new year wish to all who celebrates it GONG XI FA CAI! until my next update....paint the world red this year with the happiness in us!