maths rules?

maths rules?? haha..i cannot imagine the amount of maths i'm expected to know!! argh!! it's getting so hard! drowning in numbers and formulas and theorems and rules! argh!!! this is the hardest maths assignment by far! i'm practically tearing my hair out trying to figure out a way to make logic out of nothing. i need my logical, analytical brain to function. doesn't seem to be able to get cranking though. tiredness suddenly seem to overpower me...the bed looks so tempting..

i miss ur smile, i miss ur voice, i miss ur touch, i miss ur gaze...

hard at work i shall now swear to be!

till the next update...i am shouting because of the estrogen.

life bounded by questions

how do u know when u've found the thing u want the most? how do u know that what u have now is what u want for the rest of u life? how do u know that u've made the right choice today for tommorrow? how do u know...

how are u suppose to make up ur mind when the future is so uncertain..when nothing is permenant...when there's doubt in the air...how?

live for the moment. that's what everyone will end up saying. why bother finding answers to the unanswerable? just live life! but how can u live life when u don't know what makes ur life fulfilled? how can u live life when there's still a hole in your life? isn't living life suppose to be living it for ur happiness, for self fulfillment? how can u just go on each day and not think about the emptiness inside? isn't that just fooling urself to believing that u are fulfilled?

what is it that i want in life? what is my aim in living onr this planet? why am i here? am i filling a gap in the whole tapestry of life? but isn't life just living? we are animals... which live and die. aren't our roles equivalent to even the tiniest of living organism on earth? if so, shouldn't we live to just procreate? i just feel like doing what the following lyrics say. we should live like animals once in awhile. just foeget everything we've become disillutioned with. just live based on instincts..carefree and impulsive.



When superstars and cannonballs are running through your head
A television freak show cops and robbers everywhere
Subway makes me nervous people pushing me too far
I've got to break away
So take my hand now

Chorus
cause I want to live like animals
Careless and free like animals
I want to live
I want to run through the jungle
The wind in my hair and the sand at my feet

I've been having difficulties keeping to myself
Feelings and emotions better left up on the shelf
Animals and children tell the truth they never lie
Which one is more human
There's a thought now you decide

Compassion in the jungle
Compassion in your hands yeah
Would you like to make a run for it
Would you like to take my hand yeah

Chorus

Sometimes this life can get you down
It's so confusing
There's so many rules to follow
And I feel it
cause I just run away in my mind

Superstars and cannonballs running through your head
Television freak show cops and robbers everywhere
Animals and children tell the truth they never lie
Which one is more human
There's a thought now you decide

Compassion in the jungle
Compassion in your hands yeah
Would you like to make a run for it
Would you like to take my hand yeah

~SAVAGE GARDEN~

till the next update...everything looks perfect from far away.

up and about

i've suddenly become more impulsive in my decisions..thanks to tina! haha..today did the most "mo liew" (say it in canto) thing! just sat on the tram going up and down streets in hope of finding a real estate office with tina. then..suddenly out of the blue we decided to have fish and chips as port melbourne! unfortuantely the sky was grey with patches of blue in between 'cloud migration'... i called it tht cause of the irritating melb rain whereby it rains then stops almost as suddenly as it began due to the strong winds blowing the clouds away. but oh well we did manage to eat port melbourne fish and chips at the world famous REX HUNT'S seafood restaurant! (who in the world is rex hunt?? he even has merchandises on sale which includes video tapes of him!)anyway, had lovely thick chips with a generously batter covered fish fillet accompanied by lemon and of course the traditional tartare sauce! then had pisang goreng to satisfy my sweet tooth! hah..feel so contented. nothing beats food when it comes to filling tht 'emptiness' inside u. some random pictures of us while getting high on salty sea breeze!


oh this one was taken when both of us were still 'sober'. NOTICE THE LION KING T-SHIRT!!


look caused by "seagull shitting on head" phobia.


newton's 3rd law : for every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction.


just discovered tht i dun really know the city tht well. came across this pedestrian walkthrough along bourke street which has cafes...looks really quaint and it reminds me of sydney. got to go and discover hidden treasures in the city before i graduate! tht's my aim in melbourne! have to go good food scouting as well. can't tahan surviving on 'student food'. must indulge once in awhile..hehe.

melbourne weather is getting on my nerves. so cold and wet! i want the warmth! argh!!! ok i'm off to continue with my bumming.

until the next update...never say 'never'.

post hols syndrome

lazy, lazy ,lazy. tht's the best words to describe what i'm feeling at the moment. have not been getting any work done since coming back from sydney. omg..sydney..the food!!! craving for it already! why can't melbourne have a pancake on the rocks or a kobe jones. those two restaurants are a must visit when in sydney! oh my pictures are up on multiply go to http://saigon86.multiply.com and also to chee yoong's site http://scyoong.multiply.com. all the pics are up in those two sites. ok this will be a short post. dun really know wat to blog about today.

till the next update...comfortable in ur presence.