one way of saving money

it's 2:46 in the afternoon. i'm still in my pjs, on the net, filling out random surveys in hope of winning one of the amazing prizes. i am currently in the saddest, loneliest state since the start of the year. but i will not break under these circumstances! i will seek solace from the gym! will go have a good workout..sweat all the negative vibes out of my system. apparently by wearing or eating or painting certain colours, u can renew or overcome certain feelings. COLOUR THERAPY ppl..colour therapy!

already-done list of today

reading blogs....[check]

reading the star online....[check]

chatting to random ppl....[check]

eating leftovers before they rot....[check]

updating blog....[check]

playing mindless online games....[check]

daydreaming....[check]

ok i really should get out of the house now and hit the gym. my life is getting from sad to sadder!

till the next update....when the sixth angel blew the trumpet...

in 15 words

Why my dad means the world to me...

He epitomises earth itself; ocean deep knowledge, forever green humour and the omnipotence of air.

when faced with the challenge of expressing 20 years of accumalated feelings for a person, it does take over excitation of brain cells to be able to sum it all up in 15 words. just 15 words to explain the immensely deep, indescribable reasons behind the love felt for one's father. to me pictures explain a thousand or even an infinity of words.

he finds joy in the simple things...food, gardening, flowers, beaches, holidays and of course in his family. wat else can i say....i love him for who he is, for being there for me when i needed him the most, for being my father; my daddy. i still can remember the mug my mum, sis and i got him for one of the many father's day we have celebrated. on it was written 'the best dad in the world'. i remember reading out tht line during dinner one day...i was pretty young then...it brought a tear to his eye. tht moment will forever be ecthed into my memory. a tear of love, pride, joy from a father is priceless.

happy father's day dad!

kyar yahi pyaar hai?

duniya me.n kitnii hai.n nafrate.n
How much hate exists in the world!
phir bhii dilo.n me.n hai.n chaahate.n
Yet, even so, hearts continue to love.
duniya me.n kitnii hai.n nafrate.n
How much hate exists in the world!
phir bhii dilo.n me.n hai.n chaahate.n
Yet, even so, hearts continue to love.
mar bhii jaa'e.n pyaarwaale miT bhii jaa'e.n yaarwaale
Even if lovers should die, even if they are erased from this earth,
zi.nda rahatii hai.n unkii muhabbate.n...
their love will live on forever...
mar bhii jaa'e.n pyaarwaale miT bhii jaa'e.n yaarwaale
Even if lovers should die, even if they are erased from this earth,
zi.nda rahatii hai.n unkii muhabbate.n...
their love will live on forever...

bollywood movies...a chance to escape reality and submerge urself into the unrealistic, simplistic view of love tht had governed all of us at one time or another. in a world filled with hunger, corruption, political instability, it's no wonder bollywood has been taking a trip on the ride to stardom in the movie world. everyone needs a place to escape once in awhile...escape to a place where love prevails, where young men will do anything to find the love of his life or do anything to survive the perils faced all in the name of love. chivalry exists.

kal ho naa ho...mohabbatien...kabhi gushi kabhi gham...asoka...lagaan...yes they all do touch on love...being the universal issue in most of hindi films..love between lovers, love of a father for his daughter, love in a family, love for the nation, love for your own race, love of power, love for peace...all touched in those movies mentioned. love covers all aspects..love is too wide to be limited to just the usual scenario of 'romeo and juliet'.

till the next update....does serendipity reflect destiny?

ps. i want to learn hindi! jit..give me hindi lessons.

follow the yellow brick road

i feel like such a failure at the moment. totally demoralised. exams haven't been going well. i'm just keeping my fingers crossed and hoping for a miracle. i want to pass...tht's it. i have reached the point in my life where i think my brain capacity for memorising facts and applying them have reached absolute saturation.

i have to refocus..redefine my purpose in going through all this studying. i need redirection. i need to dance with my muse in a garden of serenity and dip into the pool of reflection. without purpose there is no need for strife.

till the next update...sleepless nights.